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01.04.01

Belief Systems - Origins and Classification

Origins

Regarding "Belief Systems" and their origins, it is possible that many are the result of the human mind's attempt to reconcile observable and unobservable cause-&-effect.  Human desires, goals, and plans appear subject to the vagaries of a chaotic universe.  The mind struggles and attempts to find causality and effectualness in the chaos of existence and as a result often  progresses at a rapid pace toward madness (a form of instability).  

In the evolutionary path of most minds there is a built-in governor, a self-protection mechanism that retards the journey toward insanity, melancholy and despair.  It is the belief sub-system; a portion of the human mind that attempts to ensure that cyclical loops of cause and effect cannot run to the point of self-destruction.  In some, the belief sub-system is formed at the moment of self-awareness.  In others, it develops over time.  In a few, it may develop only partially or does not develop at all or is of a rudimentary nature, extending only to observable phenomena.

Classification

Belief Systems may be classified in numerous ways.  One such schema consists of a hierarchical taxonomy with the concepts of Universal and Derived at the root node.  Universal belief systems are those that appear spontaneously in multiple cultures and have a significant correlation of like attributes or themes.  Derived systems, as the name implies, are those that have their origins in the logical or synthetic manipulations of properties and/or methods of one or more parent belief system concepts.  Polymorphic Inheritence  is permitted.

This schema appears suitable for classification of all known belief systems in that it provides a general form and self-clustering  opportunities.  Further refinements may be made using Object::Attribute-Value structures as differentiable concept vectors.  The OAV form is especially useful in comparing and classifying descriptive concepts of systems that utilize symbolism.  The symbolism may be either abstract or concrete so long as it is instantiable.

 

00.07.07

A Life Allegory From The Mounds People Of The Mississippi River Valley

It is times such as these that test us all.  Test us in ways that we could not have foreseen.  To love one is to love all.  To love all is to love none.  To love none is to have never lived.  A puzzle?  Perhaps, yet there is some truth in it.

How easy it is to write nonsense.  Perhaps that is one of the reasons why there are too many words; too many stars.  What is it that you wish to say, oh heathen spirit?  Why do you whisper to young children playing beside the shaded stream?  Why do you whisper promises that you are not empowered to make and cannot possibly keep?  Isn't it enough that your silent voice still echo's among the leaves of the cottonwood trees when the hot summer breezes blow?  Isn't it enough that you can still impress your strange love upon another's heart and make it your own?

Each tree, in its time, must feel the woodsman's axe or be felled by nature in it's course.  And yet, in these mounds of earth, in these trees, you persist; having not yet learned the lesson that so many of your kens people have so easily mastered.  Your time has past.  Now is your time.

You sit upon the stone and I upon the fallen tree, each gazing through the eyes of the other, each thinking the same thought; much is different yet little has changed.  You see the future, I the past, while our dreams converge within a common time, a common place of gathering.  We meet and trade our trinkets of dream stuff and in happy purchase, wander toward our separate togetherness.

Abba!  Abba I say unto you and yet if my words hold no meaning for you have I not uttered nonsense?  why question my intentions when you so easily misjudge my deeds?  Is it not the base instinct of the animal to presume danger at every turn and yet they are those that survive; but to what end and what life?

Better yet, perhaps, at having free choice and to choose trust for in so doing choose we not life beyond living?  Such trust and such living must surely nurture love beyond understanding.

 

Memories Of A Dying Man

Series One

Regarding the gift, some never have it but use it while others have it but never use it.

00.05.09

Snippets and fragments of imagination do not a book make.  Little daydreams, woven together, become a book of day visions.

00.05.16

She didn’t consciously think of herself as a witch, at least not in the traditional sense but she was perhaps very close to that all the same.  Instead of cryptic incantations and meaningless symbols from dusty parchment, her spells were more the business plan, the idea, the painting, or other artifacts.  Her knowledge of the craft was legend and yet this spell had apparently, as some occasionally do, gone astray.

He awoke with that unsettling feeling, his arms frozen yet thawing as the final moments of the dream dissipated and his conscious mind came to the forefront of this reality.  The details of the memory were strong in his mind however and he reviewed the critical elements.  Was there a moral or a lesson in his dream?  It was difficult to tell.  Since childhood he had been prone to violent dreams.  Dreams where he died in a myriad of ways.  Perhaps the best thing that could be drawn from this particular experience was that it is a blessing to awaken from a reality where you and your entire family have been killed by a single, random act of kindness.

They must have driven for along time and were either tired or bored.   Perhaps they simply noticed the old ham radio antenna and stopped to exchange pleasantries with the owner, obviously a fellow amatuer radio operator.  We shall never know for she is dead, as is her entire family.  Executed, on a dusty road outside Milan, near a small white farmhouse.

His memory of it would not be complete in every detail but that didn’t matter.  He would retain the most significant pieces.  The wizened old farmer, the old military periscope binoculars, the ham radio, the impatience of his family, and of course, the bad men with guns that had remained hidden from sight until the very end.

She had been where she wanted to be for some days now and as she sat at the table of the small outdoor café in the warm sunshine, she mused about what they had each written to her; for her and her alone.  She hadn’t consciously cast the spell.  It had just come to her, naturally.  She didn’t even think of it in those terms for she was a modern witch.  No, she never thought of her unusual abilities in those ancient terms.  In fact, she was rarely concious of their workings at all.  The precocious smile, the mystery of those dark eyes, and the power of her simple hands to make things… and of her mind, to make things happen.  Simple things , all taken for granted most of the time, like breathing and walking; until they are lost or misplaced while kneading the bread of life.

In the moments before her death, young Kate listened to the pleasant chatter of her family in the background.  Her mother and father talking with the old farmers wife, while she and the old farmer tapped out a concerto of dits and dahs on the old key.  The tubes of the military surplus radio and transmitter glowed warmly in the damp morning air.  The forty meter skip was just fading as the sun rose over their location and the atmospheric ionization levels kicked up, destroying the remnants of the long path to the states.  Their journey was unprecedented.  Her family had never taken a vacation to Europe before and rarely to anywhere else outside the small town in the midwestern United States where they had all been born and grew up.  A random radio contest prize had offered them the opportunity of a lifetime.  To take a trip, a real vacation, to someplace besides the state fair or the small-town carnival.

 

991002

Personal Event Horizon

What is a Personal Event Horizon?  The concept is this...  as you exist, your consciousness moves through apparent time.  Apparent time being the sum total of an individual's conscious and unconscious memories of their existence up to the present "now" time plus the most likely "projections" of an infinite multitude of possible future existences; a synthetic memory of possible futures not yet realized.

When a "future" becomes a "now" it is realized in apparent time and is stored (albeit sometimes imperfectly) as a memory engram.  The word engram, as used here, describes a resultant state of the human mind's sampling, processing, and storing  of real-time, multiplexed and concurrent streams of physical, mental, and spiritual information (as opposed to the hypothetical neuro-physiological definition).  The minds ability to be aware of and comprehend the passage of time is usually experienced by integrating samples or fragments from these three primary perspectives (past, present, and future).

It is plausible to think that the human mind tends to (somehow) aggregate these samples or fragments into attribute-related clusters which are best described using the word "event".  Our perception of one or more of these events at any particular point in time is then our instantaneous Personal Event Horizon or iPEH.

In order to better understand the Personal Event Horizon or PEH which is an average of the iPEH over time, it may be useful to have a way to graphically depict it.  One possible representation might be to plot a two or three dimensional set of points where each point represents a time-space mapping of an attribute vector of our current "working" event set.  Since this set is both dynamic and instantaneous the best we can do is to take a snapshot (or number of snapshots and average them together).  Each snapshot may be produced from a personal survey or questionnaire that is designed to sample the primary cluster categories.  

Basically, we attempt to ask ourselves, "What am I thinking about and how much of it is coming from the past, present, or one of a number of probable futures.  Since a single survey is likely to contain a bias introduced by the recall, synthesis, perception process wes should obtain a more accurate picture of our PEH by accumulating a statistically significant number of surveys (or samples) into an n-dimensional data set.  Conventional mathematical analysis may then be applied to further understanding.

Next time:  Constructing the PEH Survey

 

990930

Tin Pan Willy

High in the air, two miniature bottles of cheap booze had barely passed his lips when an aged heart, broken and battered from a lifetime of abuse, beat its last.  His mind's eye saw himself awaken with a jerk and looking up and down the isle of the airplane he noticed something exceedingly strange.  Rubbing eyes that no longer saw with earthy site he stared once again and this time recognized the creature.  He watched as it began a purposeful stride in his direction.  Half man, half goat, from his childhood story books approached the god ling Pan with pipes in hand.  "Welcome far traveler!", said the creature.  "Why do I not find it strange to see you here?", said the man with some alarm.  "It is because the affairs of the world you knew no longer concern you my friend and deep within your being you understand that I have come to guide you to another place; a place of learning, a place of repose." "And where might that be?", said the man, more calmly.

The plane, silent now, its occupants pale as marble statues, appeared as fading  shadows to the man.  "I have come and you must follow....", and with that the god ling lifted the pipes to his lips and played.  The man, as though no will of his own possessing, followed down the fading walkway and into a thick, gray mist.

After a time, the mist grew thin though the dim light still shrouded his vision.  In the distance a pale, white, marble fountain appeared.  As they came closer the man could see that it was full of dark, red liquid.  The odor of fermented grapes hung heavy in the air.  Two golden cups placed near the fountain beckoned to a thirst that had been welling up inside the man.  Pan ceased playing.  Sweeping one of the cups into a clawed hand, he dipped it full from the fount.  "A toast to our arrival fellow traveler!", said Pan.  Seizing the remaining cup, the man filled and drank to quell the burning thirst he now felt in his throat.  Yet, he had not swallowed four times when he exclaimed, "What is this drink that smells so fragrant and is sweet upon the lips yet is bitter when swallowed?"  "It is the wine of remorse.", smiled Pan.  "It comes from the grapes of discontent, the vine of which grows deep within the soil of dark despair in the shade of Mount Lamentation.  From those lofty crags echo the soul songs of the inhabitants of this valley, of which you are now one."

 

990926

Happy Birthday to me...

It's now official.  I'm accelerating toward the sun's gravitational well at over half impulse.  The only question is can I bring the warp engines back online in time to jump to light speed before I go out in a blaze of glory?

Dear Meg... my card reads, "Blah blah blah, happy b-day. Love Meg".  At least she loves me.  Wardrobe extenders and a brunch at the Maple Woods start what promises to be a very fine, sunny day.

Oh, and yesterday was Emma's birthday too!

 

990925

The Warriors - A Review of the Review with Flashbacks

"The Warriors" (Paramount, 1979) was recently reviewed by Seth Tupper at Jinzoo No Uchuu.  Let me say at the outset that I have nothing but admiration for the quest of this hatchling eZine and the review was probably meant to be light tongue-in-cheek satire, however, it brought about a peculiar chain of thought in my mind that may be worth sharing.  Here then, in no particular order, are my recollections about "The Warriors" followed by some not-too-distant commentary.

As I doubt that Seth saw the movie when it was first shown on the silver screen he may be interested to know that it was actually released several years earlier than 1979 (perhaps 10 years?) in the mid west.  (Don't quote me on that point though because my memory may be playing tricks on me.)  I recall seeing it in a now-defunct movie theatre in Hannibal, Missouri one summer.  (The movie has been shown occasionally since 1979, mostly on television, but I digress.)  

Of particular interest is the "press" that this movie received.  It seems that at certain movie houses in New York, fighting actually broke out between rival gangs (real gangs) in the theatre.  The fighting spilled into the streets forcing a contingent of police to be called in to break up the melee.  Similar incidents, in varying degree, were recorded in movie theatres across the country during the first week or two of its showing.  The movie's run was subsequently cut short as theatre managers across the country, not wishing to have their establishments destroyed by gang warfare, pulled it from the billing.

An adequate study of the phenomena was not forthcoming.  What aspects of the movie  motivated the audience to commit real violence?  Possibly it was a combination of the hot weather, too much testosterone, inner city crowding, or the fact that gangs (and being in gangs) was still a low-profile activity and considered "cool" at that point in time.  In fact, we may never know why but it is worthwhile to keep in mind the tremendous impact that Hollywood, a.k.a. "the movies", has on the human mind; especially the nascent, maturing adolescent intellect.  

In a century marking childhoods end, movies have been the propaganda tool of choice and the socio-political equivalent of sculpting in modeling clay with a chainsaw.  As we step across the threshold into the next century, technology breathes new life into this staid medium.  Computer augmentation and other technological  enhancements provide first-person experiences on a level never before available except through pure imagination.  The ability to blur the line between reality and imagination is becoming all to easy.  The line itself, in some instances, hardly exists at all since it is no longer possible to distinguish between the product of the lens and the computer in the final result.  

That movie makers (and financial backers) have been driven (by the bottom line) to provide the viewer with more and more of what they want to see is evident; and it isn't pretty.  Critics and reviewers that have survived the long-haul have been rewarded by the movie industry for appropriate comments and punished for inappropriate ones.  

The minute we think our ink (digital or otherwise) has no impact other than to amuse and entertain then we need to think again because, in reality, every word we write will affect a reader somewhere; either positively or negatively.  We cannot always know which it will be.  Strange, I feel a moral moment coming on. Oh, here it is... even arm-chair reviewers and critics should consider holding themselves accountable to some degree of journalistic standard.

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